David and I took a group of 25 young adults from the church to Grandpa Smith’s lake cottage. I have been trying to be more social lately so I had previously determined that I would make the trip even if I didn’t totally feel like it. I think making that decision beforehand made it easier to stick to the decision.
It was so hot all day. I don’t think I ever stopped sweating. It seems that pregnancy has really lowered my heat tolerance especially in my face…with this tremendous heat, I feel so overheated. I sat around most of the day reading, talking with the others, and watching others play volleyball and ski. I would typically be playing volleyball as much as possible but I just didn’t feel like it was a good idea with the heat index being so high. After supper I finally felt it had cooled down just enough to take a walk. Jami, Brittany, and Karen decided to walk with me. We had a nice chat. Karen and Jami are really good about asking questions about Zoe and the pregnancy and though it is difficult for Brittany to ask questions, I know that she is very concerned and interested in my life. I really appreciate when people try and take interest in the difficulties I am currently facing. It makes me feel slightly more normal than I have been feeling lately.
Grandpa Smith was so cute all day. I think that he hugged and kissed me and asked how I was doing 5 or 6 times. It is obvious that he is concerned about me and David and wants to know how we are doing with the difficult pregnancy. Grandpa Smith lost a child a few months after he was born and it is apparent that he has greater understanding than a lot of people even if he doesn’t talk about it much. He just lets it be known through the hugs and kisses he offers. It was very sweet.
Saturday, July 23, 2005
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